Is This the Last Milestone with My Last Baby?

The thoughts started to creep in ‘Is this my last baby?’ and from there the thoughts progressed to ‘Is this the last moment with my last baby?’ I found myself constantly pondering if I was experiencing the final, fleeting moments with my youngest. Emotions started to overwhelm, I was worried I would miss the last moment. I knew I needed to start soaking up every last instant just in case.